Crazy....

What happens when the toilet roll rolls down the hill.....da answer....then it gets to the 'bottom'...!!damn...itz seriously the lamest joke ever..cnt tahan how their levels of lameness has peaked up and beyond comparison...seriously cnt tahan...haih..well my lameness iznt as great as theirs...bt i get laughed at times...and pounded cuz they dun find wat i say funny...damn..all i think is that they are too factory tuned...itz already programmed in thier head that jerome cnt b lame...gosh..im juz tryin to fit in...yes i might b retarded bt i stil hav feelings,man....being laughed about simultaneously and continouosly only boils me up to da peak of my limit....till i cnt confine my anger no more and i juz blurt everythin out...dat ruins everythin doesnt it?damn...so hard being human...and nw im as sick as hell...coughing my lungs out...stil thinkin bout my studies...damn...i duno...mayb im nt reli working hard enough...haih...

haih..

Photography session 2day in skul...ntg much happened...juz was running around taking pictures...reminded me alot at da time when i was in form 5...we would run around joinin all the other clubs and societies..taking the pictures 2gether with them..though we were never part of it..haha..bt it does make us look more prominent..=)ohh yea...the girl...i experienced the awkward moment for the 1st time after so many months of studyin form 6..haih..technically juz at the wrong place at the wrong time..was upstairs...bumped into the girl dat said she liked me few days ago...haih..dunno hw long will dat keep up...juz so dumb..reli dun like dis sort of stuff..especially when itz happenin in skul..and..my maths...dun und a thing!!and it is said 2 b one of the easy topics in the syllabus..haih..die lar..i wonder hw am i gonna survive...fingers crossed...God...help me..plz??!!

holz..

Holiday is gettin more bored...guess im too fond of it..tend 2 always forget dat i hav a major exam 2 encounter dis year..i duno...it juz seems so weird...used 2 b so easy during form 5...i can handle my studies without a problem..eventhough i didnt study dat hard..bt somehow...dis year everythin juz changed...i studied way more den before..and still i suck in all my subjects...!!someone please help me!!im like close 2 da worst in class...shit..tried so many ways 2 remenber all da facts...bt once da few chapters come in...the other stuff dat i learnt...completely forgotten...!itz a nightmare!!DAMN...shit..i need help quick!!

bla bla bla..

Just came back from kampar....feelin reli sad..and down in a way...no idea wat im feeling..i was so sure i was ready 2 let go...hmm..guess im reli nt..but i said i was juz 2 reassure her...guess i am a lil ready...juz nt fully...anyway...holiday mood reli kicked in...reli dun feel like touchin da book at all!!hw???im so dead...bio sucks...chem sucks...i always wonder whether i entered da right stream or nt...and y am i so lazy..!!keep tellin myself itz time 2 go all out...show everyone u can!!bt thr's so much on my mind..haih..duno lar...sometimes i wish someone would juz scold me 2 study...though it might seem like im a kid..bt i need a push somehow...cant seem 2 start on my own...die lar...wonder how am i gonna survive when i go 2 college...haha...nvm...and crap..a girl juz confess 2 me out of no where..and again..i duno hw 2 respond...haih..same school but i dun evn knw her...will it b bad if i told her off??so lost...

yea!!!finally opened my blog again!!hahah

haha..lol...life is so...erm shitty..haha..exams like crap...studied like hell...though last minute bt stil...results were like shit...fail practically all...hw?hw?
die lar...stpm gonna b here soon..and im stil half way...soon drownin in da depths of da ocean...flooded by da knowledge i cant absorb....life...i find dat people from da past..mendel..nash...michaelis..menten...all crazy people...hw da heck did they evr thought of stuff like dat 4 us 2 study nw???and maths...is juz bullshit...no logical explanation at all!!damn...life is hard...bt i cn do it!!!i cn do it!!!

Chinese new year

Man,Chinese new year has been real fun..haha..angpao collections especially..hehe..bt couldn't reli hav my holiday cuz my mine is always on my bloody homeworks..haih..i kne..doesn't sound like me bt I'm tryin 2 work things out 4 my form 6..evn did math after reunion dinner!!haha..nvr hpd b4..bt..sumhw..I reli enjoyed dis year..hope all my frenz n family had da same fun as I did..lol..anyway..happy CNY evryone!!

bloggin bloggin bloggin...

well..i knw i havent been bloggin much..dun quite knw hw actually..dun hav much crap 2 write..hehe..tryin 2 stay active though..dis is da one and only thingo dat i cn express myself 2 da fullest..cnt evn get 2 on9 much oso...bt itz sort of a gud thing in a way..one less distraction frm my studies..lol...

clean start..

ok..after so long of nt bloggin...i guess i hafta start again..juz..alot of stuff hpd..broke up twice in less than a year..dat...wasnt cool...n form 6...reli sucks..duno hw 2 evn cope wit my studies...im like a cooldowned old engine dat needs a lil push in order 2 kickstart..i reli tried 2 study at one point..bt i duno y..i juz cnt..itz like i hav no motivation at al 2 study..doin ok 4 nw..bt duno hw 2 survive when i reach stpm..God..help me!!