clean start..

ok..after so long of nt bloggin...i guess i hafta start again..juz..alot of stuff hpd..broke up twice in less than a year..dat...wasnt cool...n form 6...reli sucks..duno hw 2 evn cope wit my studies...im like a cooldowned old engine dat needs a lil push in order 2 kickstart..i reli tried 2 study at one point..bt i duno y..i juz cnt..itz like i hav no motivation at al 2 study..doin ok 4 nw..bt duno hw 2 survive when i reach stpm..God..help me!!