Just came back from kampar....feelin reli sad..and down in a way...no idea wat im feeling..i was so sure i was ready 2 let go...hmm..guess im reli nt..but i said i was juz 2 reassure her...guess i am a lil ready...juz nt fully...anyway...holiday mood reli kicked in...reli dun feel like touchin da book at all!!hw???im so dead...bio sucks...chem sucks...i always wonder whether i entered da right stream or nt...and y am i so lazy..!!keep tellin myself itz time 2 go all out...show everyone u can!!bt thr's so much on my mind..haih..duno lar...sometimes i wish someone would juz scold me 2 study...though it might seem like im a kid..bt i need a push somehow...cant seem 2 start on my own...die lar...wonder how am i gonna survive when i go 2 college...haha...nvm...and crap..a girl juz confess 2 me out of no where..and again..i duno hw 2 respond...haih..same school but i dun evn knw her...will it b bad if i told her off??so lost...
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