haih..

Photography session 2day in skul...ntg much happened...juz was running around taking pictures...reminded me alot at da time when i was in form 5...we would run around joinin all the other clubs and societies..taking the pictures 2gether with them..though we were never part of it..haha..bt it does make us look more prominent..=)ohh yea...the girl...i experienced the awkward moment for the 1st time after so many months of studyin form 6..haih..technically juz at the wrong place at the wrong time..was upstairs...bumped into the girl dat said she liked me few days ago...haih..dunno hw long will dat keep up...juz so dumb..reli dun like dis sort of stuff..especially when itz happenin in skul..and..my maths...dun und a thing!!and it is said 2 b one of the easy topics in the syllabus..haih..die lar..i wonder hw am i gonna survive...fingers crossed...God...help me..plz??!!

holz..

Holiday is gettin more bored...guess im too fond of it..tend 2 always forget dat i hav a major exam 2 encounter dis year..i duno...it juz seems so weird...used 2 b so easy during form 5...i can handle my studies without a problem..eventhough i didnt study dat hard..bt somehow...dis year everythin juz changed...i studied way more den before..and still i suck in all my subjects...!!someone please help me!!im like close 2 da worst in class...shit..tried so many ways 2 remenber all da facts...bt once da few chapters come in...the other stuff dat i learnt...completely forgotten...!itz a nightmare!!DAMN...shit..i need help quick!!

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Just came back from kampar....feelin reli sad..and down in a way...no idea wat im feeling..i was so sure i was ready 2 let go...hmm..guess im reli nt..but i said i was juz 2 reassure her...guess i am a lil ready...juz nt fully...anyway...holiday mood reli kicked in...reli dun feel like touchin da book at all!!hw???im so dead...bio sucks...chem sucks...i always wonder whether i entered da right stream or nt...and y am i so lazy..!!keep tellin myself itz time 2 go all out...show everyone u can!!bt thr's so much on my mind..haih..duno lar...sometimes i wish someone would juz scold me 2 study...though it might seem like im a kid..bt i need a push somehow...cant seem 2 start on my own...die lar...wonder how am i gonna survive when i go 2 college...haha...nvm...and crap..a girl juz confess 2 me out of no where..and again..i duno hw 2 respond...haih..same school but i dun evn knw her...will it b bad if i told her off??so lost...

yea!!!finally opened my blog again!!hahah

haha..lol...life is so...erm shitty..haha..exams like crap...studied like hell...though last minute bt stil...results were like shit...fail practically all...hw?hw?
die lar...stpm gonna b here soon..and im stil half way...soon drownin in da depths of da ocean...flooded by da knowledge i cant absorb....life...i find dat people from da past..mendel..nash...michaelis..menten...all crazy people...hw da heck did they evr thought of stuff like dat 4 us 2 study nw???and maths...is juz bullshit...no logical explanation at all!!damn...life is hard...bt i cn do it!!!i cn do it!!!